it was you and me. and for some reason you decided to finally answer me with the truth. the truth i had been asking for. it was the truth i already knew, but i needed to hear it from your lips.
and you told me everything. and you kissed me.
then i woke up.
asleep again- you continued to talk freely as you and i once did.
awake
asleep- you were back- it flowed forth like a torrent of water.
but really it wasn’t you. it was my construct of you. it was what i wanted of you. it was what you could never give to me. the you i hoped you to be. the you that i fooled myself in believing was real. i know who you are now. i know what you are worth- nothing. stay out this place; you aren’t welcome anymore and haven’t been for a long time.
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